Anonymous asked: I understand what you're doing it for :) I was exactly the same. But my situation was different and I liked the idea of getting fucked up and doing what I had been taught not to do (though i still haven't smoked or done drugs, I know better than that) and it just seems like the normal thing to do these days and what all my friends do. I enjoyed the feeling many times, until it made me feel bad.
it is the normal thing to do, but who wants to be normal? oh, you had been taught not to do it, there’s the problem… how come it made you feel bad, anyway? bad experience?